Blowing Up A Sandcastle With C4

So tonight I am pretty sure I blew up a sandcastle with C4. My relationship has been rocky for a while now, like a sandcastle, it appears solid and sturdy, but it takes very little to start the grains shifting and destroy the entire thing. And in the midst of a sturdy moment, when everything was going the way it needed to, I threw in some C4 and blew it all to hell. Now everyone knows that the way to repair a damaged sandcastle is to tear it down and start all over. In my case however, it's not that simple. In my case you have to first decide if the sandcastle is worth rebuilding and if you can build it more durable this time. The answer to that I do not know. It is not my decision to make this time. Though I destroyed it, it wasn't solely mine. Someone else got let down by my juvenile behavior. It is their choice of where we go from here. I hope that I get a chance to rebuild. I would do everything in my power to build it better, strong, lasting. But for now I wait for them and pray they want to rebuild too.