So to all those people who should be here right now, suck my ass. To all those people who are here and really shouldn't be, suck my ass. To all those people who try very hard to make me feel bad about myself, suck my ass. To all those people who are fake friends and don't actually give a shit, suck my ass. And finally to all those people who will blame me in the end for their fuck ups, suck my ass.
No more Captain Save-A-Ho cape. I untied it, took it off, and wiped my ass with it so that I would be nice and clean when I tell you to suck my ass. Fuck you, fuck your bullshit, fuck the chaos, and fuck being someone else. Suck My Ass!
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
Bad JuJu
So it has been brought to my attention that there are people around me with really bad juju. This is not good. They have brought a wake of bad news, hard times, and death. Yes, I said death. Since arriving there have been 3 deaths that, though not directly in my life, are in some way, shape, or form touching my world. First was the murder of a woman I used to strip with. Second, my oldest daughter's biological piece of shit ran over and killed his girlfriend's daughter. Third, the former Children's Librarian, the one I replaced, died. The feds came questioning one of my friends, I was told that all my sister-in-laws are mad at me, I have been cussed out by my brother-in-law, had numerous fights with my hubby, have a screwed up friendship messing with my head, got in one of my oldest friend's face, and have all but felt the need to get in my car with my kids and run away.
So now is when you ask what I am doing to get rid of this bad juju person.... Nothing! I am not allowed to deal with it. My hubby is supposed to be dealing with it, but as always, he avoids any sort of confrontation that would have any effect. Instead he has talked to this person, believed their bullshit, and has let them continue on in our world.
So this is where I am. I have been told by ump-teen people to get as far away from this person as possible before anymore bad can come. What can I do? I'm not going to leave my home, my hubby, my life to escape this person. They in turn are making no attempt to vacate my safe, warm, cushy life.
So for now I wait in fear, wondering what will happen next.
So now is when you ask what I am doing to get rid of this bad juju person.... Nothing! I am not allowed to deal with it. My hubby is supposed to be dealing with it, but as always, he avoids any sort of confrontation that would have any effect. Instead he has talked to this person, believed their bullshit, and has let them continue on in our world.
So this is where I am. I have been told by ump-teen people to get as far away from this person as possible before anymore bad can come. What can I do? I'm not going to leave my home, my hubby, my life to escape this person. They in turn are making no attempt to vacate my safe, warm, cushy life.
So for now I wait in fear, wondering what will happen next.
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